Monday, May 10, 2010

.mom's day


happy mothers day to my mama, Hjh. Jamaliah Hassan. i looooovvvvveeeeeee u so much!! (i know she's not reading this but this is a sincere shoutout from a daughter to her mom...)


tahun ni, we all celebrated mother's day kat hospital. why?
because my dad is hospitalized due to his renal failure. ayah kene warded for 5 days. he's getting better tapi masih dalam weak condition sebab tengah salin darah. *darah ayah ade kuman and darah tu dah sampai otak, so doc decided untuk cuci darah dia*. apart from that, dada dia kene tebuk sampai jantung untuk masuk tube dlm his vein to carry blood from the capillaries toward the heart. and 3 kali seminggu ayah kene dialysis. *both of his kidneys are not functioning, that's the main reason why he is in the hospital right now..*
mama sangat setia teman ayah dari pagi sampai malam. since i'm the only one yang belum kahwin and duduk ngan parents, so pagi2, i bawak my mom pegi hospital and teman my mom sampai ptg. i kena tunggu dengan my mom sebab my mom tak reti drive. so nanti time makan at least ada la orang nak keluar pegi cari makanan untuk mama. *fyi, kat dlm hospital tu ade dome je, kantin utk staffs only dan tempat jual makanan bungkus2 ni sangat kecik...dan kurang sedap. hihi.*kakak and abang2 i ade anak kecik. biasenye after zuhur baru diorang sampai dengan princesses mereka yang boleh buat satu bilik tu chaos. bile petang je, i balik untuk mandi2 and time2 ni biasanyer my dad kene dialysis. my mom la yang teman dia jugak, tunggu sampai habis dialysis. *nasib la hospital kat belakang rumah jer, takde nak stuck kat jam bagai, so boleh lari2 kejap*. kadang2 sian tgk my mom, dia tak pernah merungut pun. senyuuumm jer. it makes me wonder, mama ni memang tak penat ke, or dia tak nak tunjuk dia penat sebab nak jaga hati ayah. . :')

so, during mother's day last sunday, we all adik beradik planned utk celebrate mama. lebih kurang macam a sweet reward for her jugak la, even we know we could never repay her. my kakak called and cakap nak beli cake for her. so dia suruh kitorang gather kat hospital around 3 pm macam tu. time tu pulak, ada kawan baik ayah dtg visit. and my kakak tak datang dengan anak2 dia jer, tapi dengan my auntie jugak. meriah kejap dalam ward, dah macam birthday party. hahaha.

my mom sangat happy sebab dia celebrate mother's day kali ni dengan kakak dia,selalu nya celebrate dengan anak2, suami, and cucu2 jer. i pon happy sebab dapat makan kek after few days asek kene makan nasi bungkus. ahahaha :p



tiap2 tahun kek yang sama sebab abg i ngengade tak nak tuka flavor. gambar lagi satu tu ialah mereka2 yang menjayakan mother's day tahun ni. heheh



aloh sian ayah tengok je tapi takleh makan. hihi :p


lastly, i da penat membebel so i nak buat shoutout.. hehe.
"to mama, I am extremely proud of you for everything you did for us. you are super amazing and nothing can change the fact that my mother is like no other. i heart u mama!!"





Thursday, May 06, 2010

.my place of peace


i do believe that each and everyone of us has got 1 place which resides closely to our heart.
i do have mine.

when i was a college-goer,i used to be here a lot.
when i'm in tense, i have no other place to go except here.
i love it here because it's the place where I find peace again.
i love it here because this place had promised me that it'll save me from the hell driven place.
i love it here because this is where i met him for the first time.
i love it here because this place keeps the images that fill a place in my soul.




"yes it's just a place, it's just my special place,
it's a place of joy and bliss
a place where I feel that I can belong
a place where could fix all the wrongs"




:)



Tuesday, May 04, 2010

.iron man


boleh tak kalau nak boifren macam Tony Stark?



manis sungguh iron man ni. dada ade lampu mcm ramlah ram pulak tu..awww!


boleh bawak jalan2 tanpe menggunakan kereta lalu stuck kat jam. (Tony Stark boleh terbang2 macam roket bila dia tegakkan tangan ke bawah, luruskan kaki macam ballerina baru nk start tarian ballet.hahahh)

lagi satu yang best sebab dia Iron Man. gagah tu beb! kalau jentik bunyik kting!kting! ktingg!!

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